On this Friday, even I should be proud of the many accomplishments of my busy week and looking forward to a social and exciting weekend, instead I am wracked with guilt and anxiety.
Why? I realized that I am living with my only saboteur, my arch nemesis, my worst enemy. This girl has ridiculed me, made me feel too weak or unskilled to achieve my goals, and has prevented me from pursuing relationships with some wonderful people. She tells me I'm not good enough, strong enough, not even worthy of someone's live. When I try to sleep at night, she keeps me up with her insults and projections of failure.
Why do I put up with her? I think done part of me felt she was right. I fell for her charm and allowed her to continue to trap me.
I'm kicking her out today. She no longer is a welcome tenant in my home, in my life, or in my head. I am taking back control, and no matter how hard she tries to wiggle her way back in, I'm locking the doors!
Do you ever feel like you are your own worst enemy? As if, you can see all this opportunity in front of you, but your own fears prevent you from reaching out to grab it? Make the decision now. Don't wait another second to empower yourself. YOU are the only thing standing in your way. What are you going to do about it?
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